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# Where Is the ‘I’?
- URL: https://seeingbeyond.tech/where-is-the-i/
- Published: 2026-01-09T19:22:17.000Z
- Updated: 2026-01-09T19:22:17.000Z
- Description: ...and, through repeated practice, a subtle inner experience in which the seed is perceived as surrounded by a flame-like or luminous quality.
- Author: Seeing Beyond (Philippe Lheureux)
- Tags: #Perception & Spirit, Perception & Spirit

If it is said that the human being has an ‘I’, then a simple question arises:  
**Where is this ‘I’?**

The difficulty in answering lies in the fact that we do not merely *have* an ‘I’ — we *are* an ‘I’.  
And what we are cannot be observed in the same way as something we possess.

To approach the ‘I’, one must attempt something unusual:  
to place **attention on attention itself**.

Yet this is not immediately possible.  
To put attention on attention, attention must first be *produced* — and at the same time *perceived*.  
This requires a lawful doubling of inner activity: attending, while simultaneously noticing the act of attending.

At first glance, this seems impossible.  
In practice, however, it can be trained.

Many of the fundamental observation exercises described in *Knowledge of Higher Worlds* are precisely designed to cultivate this double activity. Observation here is not a passive reception of impressions, but an **active deed**. One observes an outer object while simultaneously remaining inwardly present to the act of perception and the accompanying thinking activity.

A simple example is the seed observation exercise.

A seed — for instance a lemon seed — is placed on a table. The observer carefully notes its physical characteristics: shape, color, texture. At the same time, the observer consciously brings to mind the fully developed plant that can grow from this seed. One reflects inwardly: *this seed contains within it the force that will draw forth the entire plant, given earth and light.*

The exercise proceeds through distinct stages:

- careful sensory observation,
- deliberate imaginative construction,
- concentrated contemplation of the invisible formative force,
- and, through repeated practice, a subtle inner experience in which the seed is perceived as surrounded by a flame-like or luminous quality.

What matters here is not the imagery as such, but the **quality of activity** involved. Attention is simultaneously directed toward:

- a physical object,
- an inner representation,
- and the act of perceiving and thinking itself.

At this point, the decisive question arises:

**What is actually looking?**

The answer cannot be the eyes, nor the physical body, nor even thought as a content.  
What looks — what attends, directs, holds, and moves inwardly — is the human **‘I’**.

The ‘I’ becomes perceptible only when it is abstracted to its essential gesture:  
**willful attention, inner activity, and conscious perception.**

The ‘I’ can move the body — but it can also move inwardly.  
This inward movement is of the utmost importance, for it is the means by which the soul is ordered, shaped, and brought into a living relationship with the world as it truly is.

The ‘I’ does not appear as a thing.  
It reveals itself only in **doing**.