The Inner Mess

As we strengthen the will and begin to act freely in the world,
we discover the soul’s inner climate:
a stream of thoughts, emotions, memories, criticisms, and reactive patterns.

These aren’t just psychological contents.
They are habits of soul life—and they shape everything we feel, say, and do.

To emerge from the currents that carry us,
to gain true independence of perception and action,
we must begin to gently clean and reorient this inner stream.

The Gesture

Soul hygiene is not about control or repression.
It is an artful practice—relaxed, subtle, creative.

Just as we train the body, we now begin to train the inner space:

  • Thoughts,
  • Feelings,
  • Images,
  • Reactions,
  • Criticisms (of self and others).

It is not about perfection.
It is about presence.

Practice Suggestions

1. The Circle Game

  • Close your eyes.
  • Picture a circle.
  • Make it bigger. Then smaller.
  • Do the same with a triangle, a square.
  • Feel how thought becomes action, without outer movement.

This is the beginning of inner mobility.

2. Thinking Against the Stream

  • Take a memory from the day.
  • Try to replay it in reverse.
  • Start from the end and move backward, scene by scene.

This strengthens your grip on the flow of time in thought.

3. Noticing Criticism

  • Catch yourself in a moment of inner criticism.
  • Do not judge it.
  • Instead, step aside and breathe.
“I see you. But I do not need to follow.”

Replace with a short blessing or moment of compassion.
This shifts the atmosphere of the soul.

A Deeper Joy

These exercises should not become rigid or tense.
They are meant to be light, playful, musical.

Let any little progress become a joy.
If resistance arises, do not fight. Observe it. Ask:

What disturbs me? What holds me back?
What in me wants to be seen?

Your inner world is a living world.
It reaches far beyond the edges of awareness.

Living the Body

Never neglect the body.

Train your attention also through the senses:

  • Taste fully.
  • Feel the weight of your body as you walk.
  • Touch textures with attention.
  • Smell with intention.
  • See not just with eyes, but with presence.
Let the body become the organ of meeting.

Inner activity is not to escape life, but to become more fully inserted into it.

Thought-Seed for the Week

“I care for my inner world as a gardener tends a hidden garden.
Thought, feeling, and sense—each is a gate through which the ‘I’ may enter more fully into the world.”

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Seeing Beyond (Philippe Lheureux)
Founder of Seeing Beyond, a research initiative focused on spiritual science, living cognition, and the threshold experiences of modern life. Here we weave together field inquiry, philosophical clarity, and a reverence for the real.